Aprillia, how's life?

Life hasn't been good enough to me these couple of days. I was super busy with school, remedials, film project and blah blah blah. About school, oh you don't know how much I suck ar math and science. I'm not proud of saying it, but unfortunately, I don't have a mathematical cell in my brain. I'm quite logical though, I'm not totally st00pid. I guess I don't try hard enough in math because I just don't feel the need to.

My 9th grade friends planned to go to Dufan this week, and I was given some responsibilities that makes me busier and somehow I have to come home late which my parents dislike so they keep bragging about my curfew. My parents, they can be total shits, but that's what parents do right?

So, I’m giving two things a try:

• Control
• Balance

This does not change anything, on the outside, everything will appear the same, the wheel is still rolling. It’s just that lately I found myself in a bit of an emotional mess, yea, it’s not my actions I’m controlling, and balancing, but the head and heart. If this gets me nowhere, then it’s back to wreck.